by shoving your fist up a ducks bottom?
So, I woke up, rolled around, pet Holly.... couldn't get back to sleep... sauntered downstairs, I was halfway thru my Monster when my bowels felt the urge to purge... So here I am.
This blog MAY have jumped the shark so to speak last night. We'll see what happens in the next few days, but it MAY be the beginning of the end... let's hope its the beginning of the begine' (buh-geen).
Didn't get a chance to get into my job hunt yet today. I think I'll hit that staffing agency monday, cause it sure seems that no where I am applying is in anyway, shape or form interested in hiring me. I read a story about Riverside, CA being the 2nd worst job market in America right now, something like 12 or 13 people applying PER open job. I Still don't imagine there are THAT many people floating around with my qualifications, BUT, what can you do.
I think I'm going to be unhappy getting a job this way since, well, I really wanted to benefits. And for me to take a job for LESS than I was making at my previous job, which I had not yet received benefits, is a HUGE step backwards for me. I had restarted my life basically after I stopped working for that heartless drug chain... and in 3 years at that job, I had achieved close to what I was making after 11 at the heartless drug chain...with a job JUST over the horizon making SUBSTANCIALLY more than at the heartless drug chain. So, getting a temp job is going to make me a bit sad, and maybe unhappy when I see I'll be getting paid LESS to be in basically the SAME situation.... I'll be happy with whatever I'm doing, as, I enjoy working. Weather its a job i really like, or, I'm not to happy with, cause, I'm being a productive member of society. Right NOW... I still feel like I'm a productive member of society since, while I am out of work, I'm still spending my money.... and I'm NOT aquiring money off the government. When I run OUT of money, I still won't feel like a burden on society, since I will not apply for government benefits, so, I'll be.... just THERE...
Anyways, I think I'll go monday. I really want to work, and it really sucks NOT working.
Man, I gotta get back to telling some interesting stories. Not that anyone reads this blog, which is fine actually, but, I like laughing and smiling while I'm remembering my friends and family. Makes me feel better.
anyways, off to job hunt....
