No job hunting today. A friend of mine redid my resume, so, I'm gonna start using that one starting tomorrow. Plus, I got up real late, and, getting up real late is gonna be a bitch for getting up early tomorrow. I really wish someone would contact me for a job out here already. It's getting kinda ridiculous. It will be 3 months I'm out here saturday, and, I haven't been offered ONE JOB. With all the applications I have sent out you would think I'd get SOMETHING by now.... I guess that 12:1 people applying to job ratio is way more killer than it even looks.
I guess if I look on the bright side... at least I haven't needed to ask to borrow money from anyone yet... Still have my emergency money, AND, at least I can maybe borrow against what I'll get back from my taxes which should get me thru another month.
This would be so much better if I actually was ENJOYING the fact I'm not working... But I'm not the type that does. It's UBER fucking depressing. Even days like today, and prolly tomorrow, I'll take off from looking, it's depressing as fuck to not have a job.
Anyways, off to walk Holly. At least I'm being productive THAT way....
Holly is cool, she has her own facebook BTW. Holly TheDawg. LOL she doesn;t like having her picture taken, so, yeah, there should be more pictures of her, but they would be of her ass walking away when I was trying to get a good picture.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Ugh, I Need A Shower
Man I SMELL like azz. I need to shave and shower, but, I'm getting to the "What's the point of it all?" state of mind fast, so... I mean, what's the point of it all?
I just realized today, I have YET to do a wash since I moved out here. Ill be here 3 months next week. Don't really know what that says but, its a fact. Don't really NEED to... not out of clean clothes yet... yeah... I've gotten to do THAT little since I've been here.
Santa Ana winds are blowing up a storm tonight. It's actually pretty relaxing with the window opening listening to them.
Had some leftovers for lunch. Plus I made some more mini hot dogs. Not too much left in the way of leftovers from sunday. Might have some more after I finish in here. Trying to decide weather or not I should take a shower tonight, later, or tomorrow, or even THAN.
Maybe I'll chance having some iced cream too tonight. I kinda wish it was tomorrow cause than tomorrow I'd be taking that Jeopardy dealie. But I'll have to wait till tomorrow before I can say, Yay, tomorrow I'm taking that Jeopardy test.
I think I'll go get the mail after I'm done in here. My mom and dad told me last saturday that they were mailing me some stuff sometime soon. I'm looking forward to that. Maybe my parents found me more Boo Berry cereal!! I DO Still have 3 boxes left. I need to stretch them out till October when places liek Target stock it for 2 weeks and I can restock. I want to make Boo Berry treats again. they were tasty!
I enjoy cooking. If I win alot of money in the Lottery I think I'll open a resteraunt and cook good food for people. I can do something like In-n-Out and All American Burger do. Start with a limited menu. But when I start to cook something that turns out good add it as I go along. Start a website that people can visit while they are waiting for their food and take suggestions about stuff to prepare!!! Than decide weather or not I can prepare it well enough to sell. It could be fun, I could get my mom and dad to come help once my dad retires, force my GF to work as the hot hostess that dudes gawk at and keep coming BACK to gawk at... and force friends and family to work there when they visit or just u know, force them to work there LOL.
Oh man, being backed up is filling my head with all sorts of CRAZY ideas.... I'd say it never hurts to dream.... but it does
I just realized today, I have YET to do a wash since I moved out here. Ill be here 3 months next week. Don't really know what that says but, its a fact. Don't really NEED to... not out of clean clothes yet... yeah... I've gotten to do THAT little since I've been here.
Santa Ana winds are blowing up a storm tonight. It's actually pretty relaxing with the window opening listening to them.
Had some leftovers for lunch. Plus I made some more mini hot dogs. Not too much left in the way of leftovers from sunday. Might have some more after I finish in here. Trying to decide weather or not I should take a shower tonight, later, or tomorrow, or even THAN.
Maybe I'll chance having some iced cream too tonight. I kinda wish it was tomorrow cause than tomorrow I'd be taking that Jeopardy dealie. But I'll have to wait till tomorrow before I can say, Yay, tomorrow I'm taking that Jeopardy test.
I think I'll go get the mail after I'm done in here. My mom and dad told me last saturday that they were mailing me some stuff sometime soon. I'm looking forward to that. Maybe my parents found me more Boo Berry cereal!! I DO Still have 3 boxes left. I need to stretch them out till October when places liek Target stock it for 2 weeks and I can restock. I want to make Boo Berry treats again. they were tasty!
I enjoy cooking. If I win alot of money in the Lottery I think I'll open a resteraunt and cook good food for people. I can do something like In-n-Out and All American Burger do. Start with a limited menu. But when I start to cook something that turns out good add it as I go along. Start a website that people can visit while they are waiting for their food and take suggestions about stuff to prepare!!! Than decide weather or not I can prepare it well enough to sell. It could be fun, I could get my mom and dad to come help once my dad retires, force my GF to work as the hot hostess that dudes gawk at and keep coming BACK to gawk at... and force friends and family to work there when they visit or just u know, force them to work there LOL.
Oh man, being backed up is filling my head with all sorts of CRAZY ideas.... I'd say it never hurts to dream.... but it does
Another Boring Day...
Man, hitting my head back in the day really has fucked up my memory. I had a good topic to discuss here today, but, I seem to have forgotten it..... Speaking of seeming to forgotten it... Fidellio....
Hm, interesting, the bathroom STILL smells like hot sauce. I came in here last night and when I was expunging and writing I noticed that (previous to anything being unloaded) that it smelled like hot sauce or something. It still does in here. That very odd.
Looking forward to lunch and somemore left overs from sunday... gotta get em finished LOL... the food was good, can't very well just like let it rot and go to waste now can I?!?!? I felt bad enough throwing out the extra pizza dough i made, but I left it in the fridge too long while I was cooking sunday, and, it got all hard and didn't look in anyway edible anymore.
I miss my last job. I for the first time in my life understood what being proud of your job felt like. Add on top of that, working with really great people... I miss being there. I hate being out of work, you know, it's not so much the lack of income coming in, which kinda sucks, but, I enjoy being productive. I;m sounding like a broken record I'm sure, because I've prolly said this before,
But I miss the people I worked with, they were all good people, and ALL unique in some way, and, spending time in the lunchroom or the few minutes waiting to punch out to hear stories was really a good time.
Anyways, maybe I'll start making notes about what to discuss while in here from now on. I distinctly rememeber having a topic to discuss or relay when I got in here at THIS time today, last night, but, meh.... now I seem to have forgotten it... but, I HAVEN'T forgotten the password for admittance... Fidellio.... but in this case, I SEEM to have forgotten the password for the house....
Hm, interesting, the bathroom STILL smells like hot sauce. I came in here last night and when I was expunging and writing I noticed that (previous to anything being unloaded) that it smelled like hot sauce or something. It still does in here. That very odd.
Looking forward to lunch and somemore left overs from sunday... gotta get em finished LOL... the food was good, can't very well just like let it rot and go to waste now can I?!?!? I felt bad enough throwing out the extra pizza dough i made, but I left it in the fridge too long while I was cooking sunday, and, it got all hard and didn't look in anyway edible anymore.
I miss my last job. I for the first time in my life understood what being proud of your job felt like. Add on top of that, working with really great people... I miss being there. I hate being out of work, you know, it's not so much the lack of income coming in, which kinda sucks, but, I enjoy being productive. I;m sounding like a broken record I'm sure, because I've prolly said this before,
But I miss the people I worked with, they were all good people, and ALL unique in some way, and, spending time in the lunchroom or the few minutes waiting to punch out to hear stories was really a good time.
Anyways, maybe I'll start making notes about what to discuss while in here from now on. I distinctly rememeber having a topic to discuss or relay when I got in here at THIS time today, last night, but, meh.... now I seem to have forgotten it... but, I HAVEN'T forgotten the password for admittance... Fidellio.... but in this case, I SEEM to have forgotten the password for the house....
Monday, February 7, 2011
Funny...
My GF read my blog, and, LOL now her toothbrush is on the left side of the sink. Gotta just chuckle, cause, she was like, why didn't you tell me? I told her I did, she said Oh, and I was like, dude, you may have missed the point of me writing about it... THATS the kind of shit I find worthy of writing about or thinkink about, or talking about, cause, it makes me chuckle.
Apparently she didn't agree cause now the toothbrush is NOT where its in the way of the soap dispensor.
Which, I guess in a way is funny itself.
Not really too much happened today, same kinda start to my day as always, spent some time writing, spent some time looking and applying for job, got depressed, took Holly for a walk, cleaned.... had some leftovers for dinner. I'm actually amazed at how good my dip came out, I was asked to make a 7 layer dip, I believe I made it 9 or 10 layers... I didn't have a chance to really have any yesterday cause while cooking, it lent itself to eating the stuff when it came out, IE Took out the potatoe skins, had a few... took out the pizza rolls, had a few, etc... never got around to the dip, or even trying the wings i made too... the wings came out really good... used this chipolte spice mix my gf picked up at the Pomona Asian Festival a few weeks ago, not alot, just a bit, used 3 different kinds of BBQ sause, and than some honey... also wiped the wings with Olive Oil before popping them in the oven. Had a few tonight, pretty tasty....
Kinda wish I could cater some parties for people... I could be like Messiest cater EVER... but the food kicks ass LOL.
So, yeah, I signed up to take Jeopardy's "online test" to see if I could be a contestant. I wasn't going to do this, but, the past few days I haven't been focusing on the people who WON as much as the people who LOST, and, I don't really feel that I would look any dumber on there than some of these people did.
But, my gf and her sister watch it, and, they call out the answers along, and, apparently their encoruagement that I seem to know a good deal about things is working since, well, I signed up for the test.
The way it works is, you take a 50 question test online... than depending on how you score, if you score well enough they ask you to come in to take ANOTHER 50 question test... than if you do well on THAT they put you in test "Games" to see how you do... they than proceed to do interviews and such and than decide weather you make it on the show or not.
I actually think the 2nd 50 question test is a good idea that way, I'm sure people can prolly cheat on the online one, but, you can't CHEAT when they are asking you in person, so, this may deter people from cheating.
IDK, I keep telling them with my luck I won't get on there, and even if i DID, I would prolly get catagories I know NOTHING about, like Art and 17 century literature... cause there is days I do real well while watching, IE like today, i got the 1st 14 questions RIGHT in the 1st round... but, theres days ill go a whole round without answering ANYTHING right.... based on luck I guess as to which catagores come up... I don't honestly feel I'd get lukcy enough to get enough catagories I'd know something about to even have a chance at winning. It's kinda why I shyed away from the idea since I don't want to look like a complete fool on TV.
Guess we'ee see how the test goes thursday night.
Felling a bit under the weather today... I don't know why. When I took Holly out, it felt like it was like 75 degrees. Took my nyquill... maybe I'll wake up feeling a bit better. Looking forward to more leftovers tho LOL.
My gf and I are thinking of getting a small pet. She almost wants me to get my dog, but, since I want a Jack Russell Terrier, and, besides Holly there is another dog in the house, and I honestly think that dog would KILL a Jack Russell, I'm not really too up on that idea. Plus, honestly, I like Holly alot, and, Holly is a one dog per house kinda dog. If I was to get a dog to try and put in the same house as Holly, if after a month it was obvious Holly didn't like it, I'd than have to find a way to get it adopted someplace else. Holly was here 1st, and, I'd hate to disrespect her. I'd give it a try tho, and do my best to make SURE my dog didn't bother her.
One day...
But yeah, now we are talking about a Rabbit or Guinea Pig or a Rat, I'd like to have something a bit more exotic, I'd LIKE to have a Prarie Dog, but, I read that they are illegal EVERYWHERE in the US and have been since 2003. Hedgehogs are illegal in California. We were looking at Sugar Gliders, but, too small. We're thinking of getting a Chinchilla. We'll see, but, IDK, I'd hate for it to get out cause, the other dog in this house would eat it. Holly would prolly go running away from it since thats the kind of dog Holly is... She'd take one look at it, and be like, what the hell is that thing? Than go and lay down and not be bothered.
We were discussing it before, who knows? Maybe if I ever find a fucking job, I may be ok with it but at THIS point, IDK, I honestly feel like too much money is spent on animals in this house, but they aren't mine, so, I don't really opine about that too much, but that being said, me not being able to locate a job, putting more money out for a pet doesn't seem like the best course of action at the moment.
Anyways, off to bed. Maybe I'll go hit that staffing agency on weds during the day and see what they have to say... Still would much rather work for minimum wage and have a job with benefits, I'd hate to take yet another step back in life. I did that at 31, I'd hate to have to do that at 35 turning 36.
Apparently she didn't agree cause now the toothbrush is NOT where its in the way of the soap dispensor.
Which, I guess in a way is funny itself.
Not really too much happened today, same kinda start to my day as always, spent some time writing, spent some time looking and applying for job, got depressed, took Holly for a walk, cleaned.... had some leftovers for dinner. I'm actually amazed at how good my dip came out, I was asked to make a 7 layer dip, I believe I made it 9 or 10 layers... I didn't have a chance to really have any yesterday cause while cooking, it lent itself to eating the stuff when it came out, IE Took out the potatoe skins, had a few... took out the pizza rolls, had a few, etc... never got around to the dip, or even trying the wings i made too... the wings came out really good... used this chipolte spice mix my gf picked up at the Pomona Asian Festival a few weeks ago, not alot, just a bit, used 3 different kinds of BBQ sause, and than some honey... also wiped the wings with Olive Oil before popping them in the oven. Had a few tonight, pretty tasty....
Kinda wish I could cater some parties for people... I could be like Messiest cater EVER... but the food kicks ass LOL.
So, yeah, I signed up to take Jeopardy's "online test" to see if I could be a contestant. I wasn't going to do this, but, the past few days I haven't been focusing on the people who WON as much as the people who LOST, and, I don't really feel that I would look any dumber on there than some of these people did.
But, my gf and her sister watch it, and, they call out the answers along, and, apparently their encoruagement that I seem to know a good deal about things is working since, well, I signed up for the test.
The way it works is, you take a 50 question test online... than depending on how you score, if you score well enough they ask you to come in to take ANOTHER 50 question test... than if you do well on THAT they put you in test "Games" to see how you do... they than proceed to do interviews and such and than decide weather you make it on the show or not.
I actually think the 2nd 50 question test is a good idea that way, I'm sure people can prolly cheat on the online one, but, you can't CHEAT when they are asking you in person, so, this may deter people from cheating.
IDK, I keep telling them with my luck I won't get on there, and even if i DID, I would prolly get catagories I know NOTHING about, like Art and 17 century literature... cause there is days I do real well while watching, IE like today, i got the 1st 14 questions RIGHT in the 1st round... but, theres days ill go a whole round without answering ANYTHING right.... based on luck I guess as to which catagores come up... I don't honestly feel I'd get lukcy enough to get enough catagories I'd know something about to even have a chance at winning. It's kinda why I shyed away from the idea since I don't want to look like a complete fool on TV.
Guess we'ee see how the test goes thursday night.
Felling a bit under the weather today... I don't know why. When I took Holly out, it felt like it was like 75 degrees. Took my nyquill... maybe I'll wake up feeling a bit better. Looking forward to more leftovers tho LOL.
My gf and I are thinking of getting a small pet. She almost wants me to get my dog, but, since I want a Jack Russell Terrier, and, besides Holly there is another dog in the house, and I honestly think that dog would KILL a Jack Russell, I'm not really too up on that idea. Plus, honestly, I like Holly alot, and, Holly is a one dog per house kinda dog. If I was to get a dog to try and put in the same house as Holly, if after a month it was obvious Holly didn't like it, I'd than have to find a way to get it adopted someplace else. Holly was here 1st, and, I'd hate to disrespect her. I'd give it a try tho, and do my best to make SURE my dog didn't bother her.
One day...
But yeah, now we are talking about a Rabbit or Guinea Pig or a Rat, I'd like to have something a bit more exotic, I'd LIKE to have a Prarie Dog, but, I read that they are illegal EVERYWHERE in the US and have been since 2003. Hedgehogs are illegal in California. We were looking at Sugar Gliders, but, too small. We're thinking of getting a Chinchilla. We'll see, but, IDK, I'd hate for it to get out cause, the other dog in this house would eat it. Holly would prolly go running away from it since thats the kind of dog Holly is... She'd take one look at it, and be like, what the hell is that thing? Than go and lay down and not be bothered.
We were discussing it before, who knows? Maybe if I ever find a fucking job, I may be ok with it but at THIS point, IDK, I honestly feel like too much money is spent on animals in this house, but they aren't mine, so, I don't really opine about that too much, but that being said, me not being able to locate a job, putting more money out for a pet doesn't seem like the best course of action at the moment.
Anyways, off to bed. Maybe I'll go hit that staffing agency on weds during the day and see what they have to say... Still would much rather work for minimum wage and have a job with benefits, I'd hate to take yet another step back in life. I did that at 31, I'd hate to have to do that at 35 turning 36.
Super Bowl Monday!!!
And were off... The Browns have just made their entrance to the sound of blowing fans and clickin keys!!!! They made such a slash!!!!
Anyways, no entry yesterday, I was too busy cooking and cleaning and such to go to be in here. Odd, I usually go two-three times daily as you all know, but yesterday I was so preoccupied that, I didn't go at all.
Wish I has an interesting story or something to talk about, but, my yesterday is still fresh on my mind. My gf and her sister invited some friends over for the game, I was excited cause I got to pretty much make everything hommemade.
Made lots of good stuff, got to learn a better way to make pizza rolls tho, made them a few diffferent ways, like, not the filling as much as the way you "MAKE" them, as I can't seem to find a way to do it.
OH heres a funny story that happened...
Saturday night I started doing some things for Sunday as to cut down on prep time, made my pizza dough, made my brownies, my 2 banana cakes... anyways, mf gf decides she wants to make cookies. Last week she purcashed those ones you break into squares and place on a cookie sheet and pop in the oven. So she put the other half of them into the oven.....she goes back to watching TV.... she forgets them.... LOL 20 minutes later realizes it..., OH SHIT!!! MY COOKIES!!!!... runs over to the oven.... made brown and mad hard....
Knowing how things are here some times, I purchased her 2 more packages at the 99 cents only store when I went last week... she popped one of those out, and, since by this time I was done cooking, but we were watching that show Challenge, I ask if she waanted to leave the oven on to cook more cookies...
So, she popped another package in... she came back over, we watched challenge, and, at the end...
OH SHIT!!!!! MY COOKIES!!!!!
25-30 minutes later, my gfs cookies were dark brown and MADDDDD Crunchy coming OUT of the oven LOL...
I laugh my ass off, cause who does that kind of thing TWICE in a row?!?!? But i got mine... i went to cut into my 1st batch of brownies... and, low and behold, I Screwed up by putting flour over the shortening before I popped the mix in.... this is what my banana cakes called for NOT my brownies.... and doing the 2 cakes previous to the brownies.... and being tired... well... its a good thing I only got like 3 hours sleep saturday into sunday cause I woke up, went to the store and had time to make another batch.
But yeah, enjoyed my day, my gf has a friend I really enjoy talking to, nice guy, wish he'd hang out more, but sadly, he had to go to work after the 1st half. You would think businesses that stay OPEN on Super Bowl sunday would get the people to work who don't give a shit ABOUT Super Bowl sunday. Where I used to work at that heartless drug store chain, thats what they did... was nice seeing him for a few hours tho.
Thats about it, not really too much else to talk about, looking forward to eating some leftover snacks after walking Holly, and, than having the leftover 7+ Layer Dip for dinner later....yum yum.
Anyways, no entry yesterday, I was too busy cooking and cleaning and such to go to be in here. Odd, I usually go two-three times daily as you all know, but yesterday I was so preoccupied that, I didn't go at all.
Wish I has an interesting story or something to talk about, but, my yesterday is still fresh on my mind. My gf and her sister invited some friends over for the game, I was excited cause I got to pretty much make everything hommemade.
Made lots of good stuff, got to learn a better way to make pizza rolls tho, made them a few diffferent ways, like, not the filling as much as the way you "MAKE" them, as I can't seem to find a way to do it.
OH heres a funny story that happened...
Saturday night I started doing some things for Sunday as to cut down on prep time, made my pizza dough, made my brownies, my 2 banana cakes... anyways, mf gf decides she wants to make cookies. Last week she purcashed those ones you break into squares and place on a cookie sheet and pop in the oven. So she put the other half of them into the oven.....she goes back to watching TV.... she forgets them.... LOL 20 minutes later realizes it..., OH SHIT!!! MY COOKIES!!!!... runs over to the oven.... made brown and mad hard....
Knowing how things are here some times, I purchased her 2 more packages at the 99 cents only store when I went last week... she popped one of those out, and, since by this time I was done cooking, but we were watching that show Challenge, I ask if she waanted to leave the oven on to cook more cookies...
So, she popped another package in... she came back over, we watched challenge, and, at the end...
OH SHIT!!!!! MY COOKIES!!!!!
25-30 minutes later, my gfs cookies were dark brown and MADDDDD Crunchy coming OUT of the oven LOL...
I laugh my ass off, cause who does that kind of thing TWICE in a row?!?!? But i got mine... i went to cut into my 1st batch of brownies... and, low and behold, I Screwed up by putting flour over the shortening before I popped the mix in.... this is what my banana cakes called for NOT my brownies.... and doing the 2 cakes previous to the brownies.... and being tired... well... its a good thing I only got like 3 hours sleep saturday into sunday cause I woke up, went to the store and had time to make another batch.
But yeah, enjoyed my day, my gf has a friend I really enjoy talking to, nice guy, wish he'd hang out more, but sadly, he had to go to work after the 1st half. You would think businesses that stay OPEN on Super Bowl sunday would get the people to work who don't give a shit ABOUT Super Bowl sunday. Where I used to work at that heartless drug store chain, thats what they did... was nice seeing him for a few hours tho.
Thats about it, not really too much else to talk about, looking forward to eating some leftover snacks after walking Holly, and, than having the leftover 7+ Layer Dip for dinner later....yum yum.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Who Is....Ken Smith?
a 12th centurty druid and poltical activist.
So yeah... here I sit... nothing to much on my mind.
I had weird dreams last night. I have this odd theory that when we sleep, that IF other dimensions and consciousnesses of ourselves IS a possibility, like alternate timelines and such, sometimes we live those lives.
Let me try to explain a little more.
One dream I had one time, I woke up, in my dream, driving MY CAR, down a road, the Meadowbrook Parkway, at night..... I woke up in my dream in that car JUST in time to stop myself from hitting a barrier head on, after that I proceeded to just drive on down the parkway for another few minutes before I woke up in the middle of the night in real life.
I feel like if one of your other conscienceness falls asleep when they AREN'T SUPPOSED TO, using the above as an example, the universe transfer your sleeping conscienceness (or, ONE of your sleeping conscenesses) into that conscienceness thats SUPPOSED to be awake but ISN'T, again, see the above dream. My alternate conscienceness was SUPPOSED to be awake while driving down the parkway, but, being at NIGHT, we'll assume maybe he was driving home or whatever and was tired and SHOULDN'T have been driving.... he fell asleep.... AND since in that alternate time line, he WASN'T supposed to die, the universe transfered a SLEEPING conscienceness, me from my time line INTO his, to save him.... than, he wouldn't know how close he came to death, and I would just think it's whats accepted as a "dream" in this time line.
Does any of this make any sort of sense to anyone who reads this?
I don't know how often people have these types of dreams.
I have them everyonce in a while, and, because these aren't an a-typical dreams, as how WE describe dreams, I figured there may have been something more to these dreams than just dreams.
I had one like this last night.
Keep in mind, what I'm explaining here is DREAMING about a sequence of events that FEELS real, and not in a classic FEELS REAL sense, meaning, who dreams about what your normal day would be? And just living it like you would?
The one I had previous to this one is... and it kinda helps my theory....
Around late May last year, I had a dream where I woke up... did my NORMAL everyday routine, IE.... wake up in bed, hit the snooze alarm, roll out of bed, have a sit down on the toilet, strip down, than get in the shower... this is where i proceeded to wake up.
So you catch my explination here, I DREAMED about what I did EVERYMORNING, whats funny is, you would THINK this kind of thing would happen OFTEN, maybe out of the fact we typically do the same routines every morning, but, I never hear anyone having these dreams at all.....
Anyways, I proceeded to wake up from my dream, and, went about my daily business...
Now, heres how it patches in with my theory.... there has been occasions in the past where I'll wake up, do my thing, get in the shower.... but somehow during the shower i "lose" time... meaning like, I remember GETTING in the shower... STARTING to brush my teeth... next thing I know, I'm rinsing soap off my head..... Don't remember ANYTHING between STARTING to brush my teeth (IE FINISHING brushing my teeth, using mouthwash #1, washing my body while using mouthwash #1, spitting out mouth wash #1, rinsing my body off of soap, using mouthwash #2, washing my head while using mouthwash #2, spitting out mouthwash #2) and rinising soap off my head..... I could TASTE the mouthwash in my mouth, so I DID use mouthwashes....
Hey, maybe I was on auto pilot or something, maybe, I don't really have a firm belief in this, like I said, THEORY, but, thats what I mean, if I had passed out in the shower standing up, theres a good chance that I could've fallen and railed my head on the tub and died.... but maybe that point in time WASN'T my time to die, and, the universe inserted another conscienceness into me to do that 10-15 minutes of my life so it DIDN'T end horribly.
I've never really talked about this theory at all for a few reasons, but, whats funny, I told my co-worker about this, real nice guy, VERY confident, really not shaken... he proceeded to tell me I was really a weirdo, but in a loving way LOL, we became friends on the job, but he always thought I was a little, well, ALOT off and strange with some of the things I discussed.... so when I toldhim this one day, he kinda scoffed and put it off to me being a weirdo and strange (I told him, hey, maybe I'm just creative!!!) but lo and behold like 2 months later, he came into work and said, dude, you know that dream thing you were telling me about? the "realistic" dream thing? I had one like that last night, kinda freaked me out a bit, I was like in my dream doing stuff I would've normally done in real life... it was odd..... kinda freaked me.
Anyways, IDK what is what with this. Maybe its just the repetive nature of daily life getting to you, or the fact that the "Aura" of a "DREAM" is to have something you yearn about getting, maybe but who really knows the ultimate power of the universe?
I mean think about it... a nightmare where you die, how do you know thats not YOU really dying in an alternate time line, but the universe is nice enough to that alternate time line you, that when its happening, it pulls out the alternate time line conscienceness to save that alt life from the pain and suffering of death, and inserts one of the other alt time line consciencenesses that are SLEEPING, cause to them, its just what we call a nightmare?
IDK, I find this an interesting theory, maybe you might too. Gotta get ready to head out shopping with the GF after her and her sister get back from doing the tax thing. Have a nice day!
So yeah... here I sit... nothing to much on my mind.
I had weird dreams last night. I have this odd theory that when we sleep, that IF other dimensions and consciousnesses of ourselves IS a possibility, like alternate timelines and such, sometimes we live those lives.
Let me try to explain a little more.
One dream I had one time, I woke up, in my dream, driving MY CAR, down a road, the Meadowbrook Parkway, at night..... I woke up in my dream in that car JUST in time to stop myself from hitting a barrier head on, after that I proceeded to just drive on down the parkway for another few minutes before I woke up in the middle of the night in real life.
I feel like if one of your other conscienceness falls asleep when they AREN'T SUPPOSED TO, using the above as an example, the universe transfer your sleeping conscienceness (or, ONE of your sleeping conscenesses) into that conscienceness thats SUPPOSED to be awake but ISN'T, again, see the above dream. My alternate conscienceness was SUPPOSED to be awake while driving down the parkway, but, being at NIGHT, we'll assume maybe he was driving home or whatever and was tired and SHOULDN'T have been driving.... he fell asleep.... AND since in that alternate time line, he WASN'T supposed to die, the universe transfered a SLEEPING conscienceness, me from my time line INTO his, to save him.... than, he wouldn't know how close he came to death, and I would just think it's whats accepted as a "dream" in this time line.
Does any of this make any sort of sense to anyone who reads this?
I don't know how often people have these types of dreams.
I have them everyonce in a while, and, because these aren't an a-typical dreams, as how WE describe dreams, I figured there may have been something more to these dreams than just dreams.
I had one like this last night.
Keep in mind, what I'm explaining here is DREAMING about a sequence of events that FEELS real, and not in a classic FEELS REAL sense, meaning, who dreams about what your normal day would be? And just living it like you would?
The one I had previous to this one is... and it kinda helps my theory....
Around late May last year, I had a dream where I woke up... did my NORMAL everyday routine, IE.... wake up in bed, hit the snooze alarm, roll out of bed, have a sit down on the toilet, strip down, than get in the shower... this is where i proceeded to wake up.
So you catch my explination here, I DREAMED about what I did EVERYMORNING, whats funny is, you would THINK this kind of thing would happen OFTEN, maybe out of the fact we typically do the same routines every morning, but, I never hear anyone having these dreams at all.....
Anyways, I proceeded to wake up from my dream, and, went about my daily business...
Now, heres how it patches in with my theory.... there has been occasions in the past where I'll wake up, do my thing, get in the shower.... but somehow during the shower i "lose" time... meaning like, I remember GETTING in the shower... STARTING to brush my teeth... next thing I know, I'm rinsing soap off my head..... Don't remember ANYTHING between STARTING to brush my teeth (IE FINISHING brushing my teeth, using mouthwash #1, washing my body while using mouthwash #1, spitting out mouth wash #1, rinsing my body off of soap, using mouthwash #2, washing my head while using mouthwash #2, spitting out mouthwash #2) and rinising soap off my head..... I could TASTE the mouthwash in my mouth, so I DID use mouthwashes....
Hey, maybe I was on auto pilot or something, maybe, I don't really have a firm belief in this, like I said, THEORY, but, thats what I mean, if I had passed out in the shower standing up, theres a good chance that I could've fallen and railed my head on the tub and died.... but maybe that point in time WASN'T my time to die, and, the universe inserted another conscienceness into me to do that 10-15 minutes of my life so it DIDN'T end horribly.
I've never really talked about this theory at all for a few reasons, but, whats funny, I told my co-worker about this, real nice guy, VERY confident, really not shaken... he proceeded to tell me I was really a weirdo, but in a loving way LOL, we became friends on the job, but he always thought I was a little, well, ALOT off and strange with some of the things I discussed.... so when I toldhim this one day, he kinda scoffed and put it off to me being a weirdo and strange (I told him, hey, maybe I'm just creative!!!) but lo and behold like 2 months later, he came into work and said, dude, you know that dream thing you were telling me about? the "realistic" dream thing? I had one like that last night, kinda freaked me out a bit, I was like in my dream doing stuff I would've normally done in real life... it was odd..... kinda freaked me.
Anyways, IDK what is what with this. Maybe its just the repetive nature of daily life getting to you, or the fact that the "Aura" of a "DREAM" is to have something you yearn about getting, maybe but who really knows the ultimate power of the universe?
I mean think about it... a nightmare where you die, how do you know thats not YOU really dying in an alternate time line, but the universe is nice enough to that alternate time line you, that when its happening, it pulls out the alternate time line conscienceness to save that alt life from the pain and suffering of death, and inserts one of the other alt time line consciencenesses that are SLEEPING, cause to them, its just what we call a nightmare?
IDK, I find this an interesting theory, maybe you might too. Gotta get ready to head out shopping with the GF after her and her sister get back from doing the tax thing. Have a nice day!
Friday, February 4, 2011
Do You Make An Enormous Amount Of Money...
by shoving your fist up a ducks bottom?
So, I woke up, rolled around, pet Holly.... couldn't get back to sleep... sauntered downstairs, I was halfway thru my Monster when my bowels felt the urge to purge... So here I am.
This blog MAY have jumped the shark so to speak last night. We'll see what happens in the next few days, but it MAY be the beginning of the end... let's hope its the beginning of the begine' (buh-geen).
Didn't get a chance to get into my job hunt yet today. I think I'll hit that staffing agency monday, cause it sure seems that no where I am applying is in anyway, shape or form interested in hiring me. I read a story about Riverside, CA being the 2nd worst job market in America right now, something like 12 or 13 people applying PER open job. I Still don't imagine there are THAT many people floating around with my qualifications, BUT, what can you do.
I think I'm going to be unhappy getting a job this way since, well, I really wanted to benefits. And for me to take a job for LESS than I was making at my previous job, which I had not yet received benefits, is a HUGE step backwards for me. I had restarted my life basically after I stopped working for that heartless drug chain... and in 3 years at that job, I had achieved close to what I was making after 11 at the heartless drug chain...with a job JUST over the horizon making SUBSTANCIALLY more than at the heartless drug chain. So, getting a temp job is going to make me a bit sad, and maybe unhappy when I see I'll be getting paid LESS to be in basically the SAME situation.... I'll be happy with whatever I'm doing, as, I enjoy working. Weather its a job i really like, or, I'm not to happy with, cause, I'm being a productive member of society. Right NOW... I still feel like I'm a productive member of society since, while I am out of work, I'm still spending my money.... and I'm NOT aquiring money off the government. When I run OUT of money, I still won't feel like a burden on society, since I will not apply for government benefits, so, I'll be.... just THERE...
Anyways, I think I'll go monday. I really want to work, and it really sucks NOT working.
Man, I gotta get back to telling some interesting stories. Not that anyone reads this blog, which is fine actually, but, I like laughing and smiling while I'm remembering my friends and family. Makes me feel better.
anyways, off to job hunt....
So, I woke up, rolled around, pet Holly.... couldn't get back to sleep... sauntered downstairs, I was halfway thru my Monster when my bowels felt the urge to purge... So here I am.
This blog MAY have jumped the shark so to speak last night. We'll see what happens in the next few days, but it MAY be the beginning of the end... let's hope its the beginning of the begine' (buh-geen).
Didn't get a chance to get into my job hunt yet today. I think I'll hit that staffing agency monday, cause it sure seems that no where I am applying is in anyway, shape or form interested in hiring me. I read a story about Riverside, CA being the 2nd worst job market in America right now, something like 12 or 13 people applying PER open job. I Still don't imagine there are THAT many people floating around with my qualifications, BUT, what can you do.
I think I'm going to be unhappy getting a job this way since, well, I really wanted to benefits. And for me to take a job for LESS than I was making at my previous job, which I had not yet received benefits, is a HUGE step backwards for me. I had restarted my life basically after I stopped working for that heartless drug chain... and in 3 years at that job, I had achieved close to what I was making after 11 at the heartless drug chain...with a job JUST over the horizon making SUBSTANCIALLY more than at the heartless drug chain. So, getting a temp job is going to make me a bit sad, and maybe unhappy when I see I'll be getting paid LESS to be in basically the SAME situation.... I'll be happy with whatever I'm doing, as, I enjoy working. Weather its a job i really like, or, I'm not to happy with, cause, I'm being a productive member of society. Right NOW... I still feel like I'm a productive member of society since, while I am out of work, I'm still spending my money.... and I'm NOT aquiring money off the government. When I run OUT of money, I still won't feel like a burden on society, since I will not apply for government benefits, so, I'll be.... just THERE...
Anyways, I think I'll go monday. I really want to work, and it really sucks NOT working.
Man, I gotta get back to telling some interesting stories. Not that anyone reads this blog, which is fine actually, but, I like laughing and smiling while I'm remembering my friends and family. Makes me feel better.
anyways, off to job hunt....
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